I have a folder in my computer named "Just Write". It's my constant reminder to exercise one of my strongest muscles...my ability to express myself in my writing.
Writing is my release. Even if I write about absolutely nothing, I find comfort in pouring my thoughts out on paper.
Lately I have been finding it hard to find time to write for myself. You know, journaling or "brain drain" as I like to call it. I don't do it as often as I should. I would like to write more blog posts. But I find myself wanting to make sure that my words are absolutely perfect before I publish anything. The strain of wanting my words to be perfection keeps me from writing here as often as I would like.
So let's make a deal okay?
I'll try reaaally hard to write more blog posts if you all don't mind me being 100% Saunya when I post. That means that sometimes my posts may be just random streams of consciousness, or they just may be my thoughts from the past day. I want to be as honest as I can in my posts. Y'all cool with that?
This will be fun. It will force me to put my phone down for a change, unplug from the million and one messages of this world and just write.
Just write Saunya. Just write.
I am a soft hearted, hurting, recovering broken person, in the process of healing. I am a woman who struggles daily with past hurts and loss. I am an individual who craves intimacy and transparency. I am not perfect. And as much as I long for my life to inspire others, I do not want people to think that the best of me is all of me, because it isn’t.